Should I tell my partner about a past cheat?

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okay so this has been eating at me for years. back in 2016, during a rough patch, I hooked up with an old friend after a work party — drunk, stupid, one time only. we were separated for like two months then got back together and honestly things have been solid since. we're talking marriage level solid.

I’ve never done anything like it again. she doesn’t even know we were technically apart — I never told her we’d split, just said I needed space. which makes it worse maybe? I don’t know.

lately she’s been talking about how much she values honesty — like full transparency no matter what. and I keep thinking… should I just come clean? but why now? it’s been seven years. would I be opening a wound for no reason? or is it cheating to keep it buried when she trusts me completely

part of me thinks if she found out later — somehow — it’d destroy everything. but saying it out loud might do the same

…do I protect the relationship by staying quiet? or is that already broken because I’m not fully honest

I just. I don’t want to lose what we have

Min-jun Park · Answer

I spent four years carrying the exact same weight. Cheated during a separation, lied about the status, then built a great relationship on top of it. Felt fine — until I didn’t. Like, little things started reminding me of it. A joke, a photo, whatever. Started hating myself for it, honestly.

I told mine a year ago. Not because she found out — because I couldn’t enjoy our good moments without feeling like a fraud. I waited till we were having coffee on a Sunday, no pressure. Just said, 'There’s something I’ve never told you, and I need to. It’s over, it was one time, but I’ve carried it since.'

She was hurt. Cried. Asked a lot of questions. But she said she’d rather know the messy truth than live in a clean lie. We’re still together. Stronger, actually.

If you’re thinking about it this much, it’s not really in the past. You don’t gotta do it tomorrow — but do it before marriage. Real trust starts with the hard parts.

My two cents anyway.

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