Attached or in love?
I've been with my boyfriend for about 3 years now, and we've been doing the long distance thing for about a year. We're both from Colorado, but he's out in California for work. Lately, I've been feeling really insecure about our relationship... idk if it's the distance or what, but I feel like I'm holding on so tight because I'm scared of losing him, not necessarily because I'm in love with him. We talk all the time, but it feels like we're just going through the motions. I love him, I think, but I'm not sure if that's just because I'm attached to the idea of us. My family's always been really supportive of our relationship, and I feel like they'd be disappointed if we broke up... which is also making me feel stuck. I guess what I'm trying to say is... I don't know if my feelings are real or if I'm just attached to the comfort and security of having a boyfriend. haha, I sound crazy, I know.