Crossed line?
so i've been best friends with this guy for like 5 years now and lately things have been getting really weird. we always flirted and joked around but i never thought much of it. then last week we were out at a bar and he kissed me, and i didnt stop him. now i feel all conflicted because i care about him deeply but i dont know if i can trust him with my feelings. tbh, i'm scared of ruining our friendship. we've been inseperable since college and the thought of not having him in my life is terrifying. ngl, i've had feelings for him for a while now but i never wanted to risk our friendship. now i dont know what to do or how to process all these emotions. i feel like i'm stuck in limbo and i need some advice