Is wanting more wrong after an arranged marriage?
We’ve been married two years now. My parents picked him, and honestly, he’s not bad. Respectful, doesn’t yell, has a good job, never hits or insults me. But every day feels… flat. Like, we eat together, talk about household things, sometimes watch a movie, but there’s no spark. No one says ‘I miss you’ or holds my hand for no reason. I thought maybe it would grow, but it’s just… fine. Only. Sometimes I compare us to my brother and his wife — they laugh loud, fight, make up, go out just the two of them. I feel silly even saying this, but I miss feeling wanted. I don’t know if I’m asking for too much. Is it selfish to want my husband to *try* na? To notice me as his wife and not just the person who manages the home? I never thought I’d feel lonely with someone sleeping right next to me. Very very confusing only.