Still love him but feels different now
We’ve been married 7 years and have a daughter together. Lately I look at him and feel nothing. Not anger not even sadness just… empty. He very no good for me when it comes to talking feelings. If I bring up anything serious he shuts down or says I’m overthinking. My father-in-law lives with us and always finds fault in everything I do. My husband never stands up for me. I start thinking maybe this is just how marriage is especially here. You stay because of family you stay because of duty. But sometimes I cry in the bathroom just from how lonely I feel. A few months ago I almost kissed someone at work. Didnt do it but the fact I wanted to… scares me. I still care for my husband I do but the love the real warmth it’s gone. Not sure if I want to fix this or if I’m just too tired to try. What does it mean when you miss being loved but not the person