What do I do when my heart won’t listen?
Arre, it’s such a mess. My parents found this guy from our town — same caste, family knows his family, he’s settled in Delhi. They’re already talking engagement and I just… can’t. Not when I keep thinking about Rohit. We’ve been talking for eight months, mostly late at night. He’s divorced, older, and his family isn’t “our kind” — not the same background, not the same everything. I know if they found out, it would be over. Not just me getting scolded — my sister’s marriage prospects would be at risk too, yaar. It’s not even like we’ve done anything wrong, but I feel guilty anyway. Every time my mom says, “This one feels right,” I want to cry. I keep telling myself to let go, but I can’t. He texted me yesterday — just a song — and I listened to it on loop all night. I don’t want to hurt anyone, but I don’t know how to just switch this off. What am I supposed to do? 💔
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