Loving again?
I lost my partner 2 years ago and I'm still trying to figure out how to move on. We were together since college and I thought we'd grow old together. Now I'm 30 and I dont know how to love someone new. I've tried online dating but it feels so superficial - everyone just wants hookups or something casual. I'm looking for something real like I had with my ex. I've been talking to this one girl Nibha on Nibhi and she seems nice but I cant help feeling guilty for even considering someone else. I feel like I'm cheating on my ex or something. I know thats not rational but I dont know how to shake this feeling. I just wish I could feel that spark again with someone. I'm so tired of being alone